this nervous feeling :'(

the awkward moment in college:

"when you've got the same class with your senior and he was the one who took your heart since orientation days"



ps: sebenernya gw kurang PD buat posting soal ini. gw punya ketakutan tersendiri...
gw takut "the boy" tau-tau baca blog gw terus besok gw didamprat. bwahahahahahah~ GR syndrome.
yang bisa gw lakukan waktu sekelas sama dia ya nyatet sambil sok-sok curi curi pandang ke belakang.
iyeee. dia duduknya dibelakang. lah gw duduknya didepan, gw kan termasuk sample dari anak rajin...
ya begitulah.. sambil nyatet gw juga berkarya.. nulis nulis kata2 tambahan yang ga seharusnya ada di catetan perkuliahan dan menggambar indah untuk mempercantik notes gw... bwahahah~

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" all of us have someone who is hidden in the bottom of teh heart. when we think of him, we will feel like ummmm.... always feel a little pain in the mind, but we still want to keep him still, eventhough i don't know where is he or what is he doing... but he is the one who makes me know a crazy little thing called 'LOVE' "

"first love - a crazy little think called LOVE movie"

a.b.a.b.i.l

Nobody knows.. How I want you like this everyday
Every time I embrace you behind
My heart bursts

We greet each other awkwardly in front of people
But when we turn away, I'm the one who knows you best

I can hear more loudly in my ear
what you say with your gaze, that's right
Your desire for me, your thirst
We go crazy for each other like this

That I love you secretly
That you're really my boy
Drive me so crazy every day
I just want you, you this way

I knew from the beginning
There was something about you
In that gaze you stared at me with

It's our secret, it's our secret, its our secret
It's taking control of me

makes me wonder

have you ever wondering that someday you'll be a famous one, celebrity, president or... the silly thought is marrying a celebrity...
hmmm~~ sounds great ! hahha
it remembering me to katie holmes, have you ever heard her stories bout tom cruise,
"she just put o tom cruise's poster on her room and said confidently that someday she'll marry him" and what happened now..

In April 2005, Cruise began dating actress Katie Holmes. Shortly after they began their highly publicized relationship, on June 17, 2005, Cruise announced he had proposed to her at the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris. On April 18, 2006 Katie gave birth to a baby girl named Suri ( age 3.5 now) at Saint John's Health Center in Santa Monica, California.Cruise stated that the name derives from the Hebrew word for "princess" or the Persian word meaning red rose.She is the first biological child for both Holmes and Cruise.The couple married in Bracciano, Italy on November 18, 2006.

that's cool :) i just try it..
put on my idol photos on the wall an started to wish..
hahah :) just wait 5-8 years later.
but i thinks it'll be super duper difficult, guys..
why? you asked me why?
because my boy.. upss i meant my fantasy boyfriend is too far far away, and know im not pretty, and im not an actress haha.. too lame
or "can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like a shooting star? i can really used it wishes right now.."

he is my boy
too cute too be true


his name is jang wooyoung, korean boyband member- 2PM !

i'm risking my life

don't hurt anymore, don't cry anymore
i'm going to watch over you, we'll be together forever
believe in love, don't be scared anymore
i'm standing in front of you like this, telling you i will make you happy
i'm risking my life, i'm risking my life
in order to love you i'm risking even my life
do you know my heart, the heart that keeps wanting to see you
in order to love, i'm risking my life
you're not alone now, you're together with me
when you're tired of life and when it gets hard, i will comfort you
believe in love, watch over me now
i'm standing in front of you like this, telling you i will make you happy
nothing can tear us apart, however you see it, it's our destiny
in order to love you, i'm risking it all

2PM - i'm risking my life

it won't be long !

i don't know... i just getting tired with life drama..
actually one word that combine from 4 alphabets
love drama.... i just want to show my what i feel with the lyrics belong...

MINUTES BY MINUTES

I I know that you were the first in love stuck around while my heart played out, kept holding on.
(minute by minute)
And i opened up to the light of day i just hope that i see your face.
kept holding on.
(minute by minute)

HALLUCINATION
Do you believe in hallucinations, silly dreams or imaginations
Don't go away cause I feel you this time
Don't go away cause I need you there this time
Do you believe in hallucinations, any dream or it's revaluation
Don't go away cause I need you there this time
Don't go away cause I'm making you all mine